Why I Do Music

I really believe that personal relationships are a huge part of what can make art great. So I wrote this article for people who are just getting to know my music so that they can learn a little bit about where I'm coming from. Anyways, here is my short music manifesto:

1. Music is a universal language. It has the power to transcend language barriers and social stigmas. Being a musician has allowed me to connect with people that I otherwise would never have even spoken with. As a result, I have been able to broaden my own worldview. I believe this innate ability to bring people together is one of the most important aspects of music, and is a huge reason why music has been integral to every major social and political movement in history (that I know about).

2. One of the most important aspects of humanity is exploration. Sound is really cool, because there is no limit to the amount of exploration you can do with it. One of my primary goals as a musician is to push the limits of what I think sounds good.

3. Music has been one of the most cathartic and healing things in my life. I've been fortunate enough to have gone through some really rough things in my life (I say fortunate because I believe that going through hard times builds character). During those rough patches, I could always turn to music to help me feel whole again.

Anyways, if you want to check out my latest album, you can do so here. Hopefully it hits on some of those points for you:)- click here to check out my latest EP, "Spotless!"




Moshpits and Copy Machines

Headline: Punk Rock and Copy Machines

In my last email, I sent you a short little mantra about why I make music and the experience I want to create for my listeners. In this article, I figured I'd just write a short story for you to give you a little background into my life and, again, show you where I'm coming from.

2002. Shred-Guitar rock and frosted tips were still cool. The first tech wave had pretty much washed over my Silicon-Valley hometown and burst, leaving behind skeletons in the forms of Panera Bread, Ikea, and abandoned music venues. But the remnants of the off-beat art and music scenes that once ran surprisingly strong there remained, however small. Although chain stores, *stupidly* overpriced real-estate, and a homogenous suburban culture dominated the majority of the landscape, little shreds of counter-culture in music always seemed to provide a little refuge for my friends and me. 

“The Jungle” was a DIY music venue that only existed at night when the local copy-store, “Jungle Copy,” moved its copy machines aside and let local musician-kids play. It was across the street from a punker-hangout called “Lytton Plaza,” where at any given time dozens of middle/high schoolers would hang out and ingest copious amounts of drugs with homeless or just plain creepy adults who were clearly trying to get laid. As a punk-metal-weirdo kid who was pretty far out of the mainstream Silicon Valley white-boy archetype, I found myself hanging out at Lytton Plaza regularly, even though I didn’t do any drugs or drink. The other kids who hung out there were, by and large, very talented musicians, artists, poets, philosophers, you name it. Unfortunately, the stain of drug addiction, domestic abuse issues, and homelessness always kind of brought the mood down for sober, kinda nerdy me. 

But Jungle Copy provided a place for all of us to go and be a community without dirty needles and broken liquor bottles on the ground. When we were jamming out at the Jungle, we were free to be safe and express ourselves. Drug use seemed to go down. There was always somewhere to go and something to do on Friday night. And all the lost kids who were previously hanging out on the street and self-destructing were now doing something productive. 

I knew that I had found a community, even if it was kinda f-d up. Even though this may sound counterintuitive, this community inspired me to go home and practice the guitar for many hours a day, get good grades so I could get a scholarship to music school, and eventually make my living off of playing music. 

Thankfully, things have changed a lot for me since then. I worked like crazy, stayed off the hard drugs, and have been lucky enough to be a full-time musician for 5 years now. But the sense of community and inspiration that music has created for not only myself, but so many people around me is what keeps me doing what I do, not my accomplishments or bragging-rights.

For me, music is about the sense of belonging that I see at shows between the musicians on stage and listeners alike. It’s the motivation that I see when a great musician calls us to action to question the establishment, or be more caring for the people around us. The tenacity and passion that I see in thousands upon thousands of musicians, despite the fact that many of the most talented among them will slave away to create hauntingly beautiful music that no one will hear or buy. It is something that is more important than money. It is beyond the capitalistic and utilitarian societal structure that we have created. And it has the power to create a sense of refuge and belonging for even the most distraught and marginalized members of society. 

I hope that you will join me on my journey to create music for you. It’s not an easy road, but it keeps the blood pumping through my veins and I would love to bring you along for the ride!

If you would like to listen to my latest release, “Spotless EP,” please click the link below.


Thanks for being a listener and making it all matter!